Friday, December 04, 2009

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Life has been exciting and full of goodness here in my little world. The world may not be perfect but I see many glimpses of joy that let me know God wants us to experience life as it should be.  And by seeing these glimpses through a world full of pain and worry, we may be drawn in to a world filled with strength and light.  And in a certain matter of Truth, we can have life as should be in Jesus.  

I had the greatest of Thanksgivings.  Mon and I had a full week off from work.  We made a list of things we wanted to do and a little schedule for a week full of goodness, including: festive prepping, alot of biking, climbing, longboarding parking garages,  beach fires, roller coasters, IMAX,  family, and of course FOOD! Man I couldn't have been more blessed! Thanksgiving day was spectacular.  Father-in-Law Bob, Sister-in-law Jessica, Husband of Sister-in-law Austin, and I went biking in the morning to work up the appetite.  We had some epic wrecks,  from me flying over the handle bars several times, Austin falling down small cliffs, to Bob taking a corner too fast and flying off the side of a short wooden bridge into the creek below, completely emerging himself in the murky water.  Epic times!  We laughed, we bled, we sweated, and later, we ate food till i could've cried from discomfort if I tried.

Work is teaching me critical thinking, prioritizing, organization, communication, compassion, and a whole lot about the body's complexities in design actually (which i learned in school at many points, but really working with it gets me excited to learn about it in full).  All very important things in life.  Though work can be stressful, I'm finding myself content and fulfilled at the end of the day.  Attitude can really drive the day good or bad.

AND.  Friends and Family.  All of you know me, so therefore know I've never done any street drugs or been a drinker or smoker.  In my philosophy of life that I've developed over the years and am still developing, I wouldn't necessarily say that these things specifically are strictly not permissible or say they are always permissible either.  But in my experience growing up, and from what I feel the SDA church's standpoint is, I've understood that people who choose to do these things are putting barriers between themselves and essentially God, and simply are living lifestyles that are different from my own and out of my comfort zone.  And biblically, I do believe it says in a few ways that drunkenness leads to foolishness.  But nonetheless, I have good friends that do these things that I love and don't feel the need to preach any sort of message for them to quit at this instant, and want to understand why they feel the need for it. But I am figuring out that for many reasons, I would choose to be alcohol, smoking, and drug habit free.  Lifestyle choice, Health Choice, Spiritual Focus choice I guess you could say, I'm still pinning it down.

All this being said,  the other week I drank alcohol. I didn't get drunk.  I drank a couple glasses of Sangria, which has some wine, some soda, some juice, and a couple douses of other alcohols, at a Spanish restaurant with some friends.  I was so very curious, and truthfully it was too easy of an environment to have it ordered and for me to indulge.  Anyways, I drank a little it didn't taste real good or real bad for that matter.  But I wanted to drink it and see if how I felt would change some... I was awful curious, (I know it's different, but I've always liked the feeling from laughing gas at the dentist).   Turns out my face got really warm and red and felt swollen,  my Asian eyes felt smaller, people said my eyes were a little bloodshot.  Anyways, I didn't get to feel that funny, I stopped drinking after I felt alittle woozy.  I do remember everything.  But I let the disappointed Monica drive me home though.  My stomach felt alittle wierd.  I just wanted to go to sleep when I got home.  Monica made me brush my teeth (because according to her I was "really stinky") though I could've just went straight to bed, I felt nice and sleepy.  Upon brushing my teeth, I felt it.  The nausea kickin in, Toothbrush in hand, I projectile vomited in the toilet, makin a real mess.  Rookie, yep.  I couldn't handle it... Also, would you call that a Christian Rookie mistake too? hehe... talk to me.    I don't know why I was curious about alcohol, I'm not bored, depressed, I can party and socialize without it,  I love life without it.  I've also been intrigued about smoking cigars, seems artistic or something, I've smoked one, oh I'll tell ya.  But I do know those are terrible for your health, I know not to make that habitual.  hehe.

Anyways... share with me your thoughts.  As I'm growing and developing my philosophy, I want insights from those I love and respect, and value their wisdom.

I love you friends.

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chelsea said...

I remember one time when you flew over the handle bars in Southern Village. So you tried alcohol and you didn't like it? Well, now you know--actually know. That's more than a lot of us can say, I guess. I'm glad you didn't like it.

Trina Yeo said...

SANGRIA!!! you were such a drunkard ryan! you were so DRUNK!!

Scott Kabel said...

Bro, I just ordered fish for the first time (as in it wasn't served to me). To me, having been a vego forever, that was kind of a big step. But my stomach didn't really feel great afterward. Anyway, I've been processing all that stuff about changing boundaries, etc. In fact, Matt Turk and I have had several discussions about alcohol and the like. The jury is out, but after your experience, I'm not keen on trying it anyway. Have fun, stay sober.

Nicholas said...

I think a lot of things. 1. I've tried alcohol. A couple different things. Mostly just a sip because someone was demanding it of me. But I've also had a LOT of champagne because I had no idea what a mimosa was [champagne and OJ]. Anyway, I hate it. Almost all of it. I think I've one thing I considered acceptable in flavor. Now given everything I've said, I'll also say that I've never been drunk. And I've also chosen now (after a period of uncertainty) to go pretty hardcore and never have anything ever. My grandpa was an alcoholic, and as a result, I never met him. Don't like that. Don't want to be like that. Legend has it that my dad used to be able to drink and drink and never get drunk. Don't want to be like that either. Can't be healthy. All in all, I feel like the wonderful example I want to be able to show my kids is that it IS possible to go through life and NEVER get drunk. I don't have the perspective of knowing how it feels, which I sort of wish I had. But I like what I do have to offer. An impressive streak of soberness.

Carley Brown said...

Honestly, I don't think I've pinpointed my opinions about alcohol or written my beliefs in stone. Lately I've been in a constant state of confusion about this life. Some stuff I dont think will ever make sense to me.

When I was younger, I was always given the impression that people who drank alcohol were bad, and it always seemed like everyone I knew looked down on people who did. Now that I'm older, I know several people who drink alcohol, and are not bad people at all. In fact I highly respect many of them. There are several things you can abuse in this life, power, food, alcohol, drugs and other things.

I'm not sure how to conclude my comment, but I'm not technically for or against alcohol. Everyone does or doesn't do things for different reasons. But I don't judge you a bit for trying it out.

Rika said...

Hey, I really admire your transparency on this subject. I always see Adventists facing and talking about alcohol in a sheepish or secretive way, so your post made me raise my eyebrows and think back to my on-going experiences with alcohol and friends who drink. It's something we will continue to run into for the rest of our lives and I do think that it's something that each person needs to search conviction about one way or another. For me, I am convinced that there is such a blurry line between drinking a little and getting drunk that I choose not to drink at all. After working in a bar/grill, I was determined to never be in that physical state. Is the phrase, "our bodies are a temple" now obsolete and outdated?

And I agree with Carley, it's not just about alcohol, but anything in excess.

They say that we as the Post Modern generation are now justifying morals and becoming transcendent in beliefs. Are we going to let "them" be right about us, as we are no longer anchored to any beliefs? I don't know, what do you think about that?

Ben Schnell said...

I don't think I would try it, but I think its cool that you did. I think we make too big a deal of it sometimes, but I think its also dumb to do in rebellion, like, just because they said not to. I know you didn't do it for that reason. I don't see the benefit of it for myself, beyond a good story.

Ludine Ashley said...

First, I appreciate your honesty.
Second, I'm glad you tried it. I don't judge you one bit.
Third, I'm glad you didn't like it as well.


Sometimes you have to experience certain things for yourself. We make such a big deal of things that we are fearful of or aren't familiar with.

I've tried alcohol. I don't like it, and now I know for myself. Of course with curiosity there is always a risk. So I guess it's good to be cautious.
My philosophy so far has been "everything in moderation" I let God impress me with all the gray areas...what I should or shouldn't do.

I agree with Carley and Rika- anything in excess is not good...like I said before, moderation. This is still an area that I am struggling with and now I will spend more time thinking about this issue. Thanks for sharing Ry.

Turkey said...

Well, I'll join the ranks and leave my two cents on the subject of alcohol specifically. I have looked through the Bible, and haven't found anything that it is wrong specifically, as it seems many of the other people on here would agree, but I mentions many times how drunkenness is wrong.
So, it seems to get thrown into they gray area for those who are willing to step outside of our traditional Adventist culture. I've often asked what to do with the gray area, as you have, and still don't have anything concrete.
I do drink, and feel alright doing it, and have also gotten drunk a couple times inadvertently. So, I see the danger in drinking a little and where it can lead. I always question myself afterwards, and ask myself why I do and don't.
A few weeks ago, I was talking to a guy who was telling me about how not drinking has presented him with many opportunities to talk about Christ, as he would still hang out with friends in bars and other like places. As I thought about it, this would be a great reason to not drink, if I really believed that not drinking was Biblically based, in a right and wrong sense.
Ludine and I also chatted about this, and she raised the valid point of only being able to act on what your convictions are. This holds especially true in the gray areas.
So as it plays out for me, I do like the taste of alcohol (well, some of it anyway), and I have not been convicted that it is wrong, so I will still have a beer with my climbing buddies or a glass of wine for dinner. Though it is not acceptable in the Adventist culture, and could be nice to believe in the less controversial stance, I am not convicted that it's wrong, or that having a drink is bad.
What I said seems very post-modern and against an absolute right and wrong, but these are the issues God gave us a mind, conscience, and prayer to figure out. All the best friend.

Anthony said...

It was interesting to read a lot of the comments about the alcohol bit. There was an interesting mix of "I have personal experience and this is my opinion." And, "I know that I won't go to hell for it."
The topic brings to me an interesting question. Why? Why do I feel guilty? Why do I want to? Why do I hate it? What will it do for me or to me? Why does it matter?

Anyway, my two bits about it is this. I have seen what alcohol can do. I don't want my kids to ever go through that. The less that they can have an easy access the better. With that said, the more that it can be an open discussion between me and my kids the better. Alcohol can be on a scale from temporarily pleasing to long-term catastrophic. Sorry but not in my home. Is it wrong? I don't think so. Can it help you do wrong things? Yeah, well so can a lot of things. We each have to choose our boundaries.

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